Saturday Pensives - It’s a magical time

Astro: Full Moon in Cancer & North Node in Pisces

Yesterday, I drove along the Mediterranean coast of Spain, from Catalonia to Valencia, feeling the subtle, undeniable pull of magic in the air. The sun warmed the sea breeze, and the road unfolded like a promise, each curve leading further into the present moment.

I had just said goodbye to an unpleasant experience with Ed, my HelpX host. Over two and a half weeks, he had shifted from kind and welcoming to demanding, unappreciative and unpleasant — a reminder of how quickly attitudes can turn.

As I left, I made a quiet exit to the nearest gas station in Lloret de Mar as to say goodbye to Catalunya. Forty euros filled my tank at 1,61 euro/L (Geopolitics in the air: the price has gone up from 1,50euros last week).

I cleaned the windshields, checked the fluid levels (more for ritual than necessity), and set my sights on the AP-7, heading south.

On the road again: The sun beamed down at a perfect 22°C (72°F) as I navigated the trucks, speeding cars and bad air along the mediterranean coasts between Barcelona and Valencia.

As I drove away from an experience I would need time to reflect on, I felt lighter. With each mile, tension faded. By the time the Mediterranean sea came into full view, I surrended all the stress to the watery vibes of the expansive blue waters, where vacay vibes made me remember the holidays in Salou and Tarragona.

Peace slowly returned to my heart. I let out a sigh, my shoulders easing under the sweet sun. This moment was mine to embrace.

Memories:

I thought back to Curaçao, where I first heard of ships wintering in the Mediterranean. Why not? The idea had lingered. And now here I was — winter in the Mediterranean, living a dream I hadn’t realized I had.

A realization surfaced: after years of enduring the stress of others, I deserve this.

Suriname shaped my disciplined ‘ Shut up, dont talk and you are not good enough’- childhood.

Then came the Netherlands — cold, Calvinistic, and demanding — where healthcare tested every fiber of my endurance and selfrespect.

Growth:

I now want to evolve from a quiet, compliant soul into a fun-loving adult who knows her worth. What I see now is simple but profound: I am the creator of my experiences. My energy shapes my world.

With that truth, the Meditarean vibe feels good. I choose to be here. I choose joy. Why not create reactions full of ease and wonder?

Why not me? Why not savor a more uncomplicated life, connected with poverty, low hourly rates and basic building stones of life to start over again.

To fulfill the whole experience: I think I will look for a ship to connect to next. I need water under my feet, the ultimate sustenance for a Pisces!

A Year of Divine Flow

With the North Node in Pisces for the next eighteen months, we are invited to balance the spiritual with the mundane and trust Divine Timing. This is a journey of grace and intuition — where surrender reveals alignment and life unfolds in rhythm with something greater.

The magic is real. The road stretches wide and welcoming. And I drive on, the sun warming my face, the sea keeping me company, and the future an open horizon of infinite possibility.

https://www.astrosofa.com/ie/news/The-North-Node-and-Your-Karma/north-nodes/north-node-in-pisces